06 September 2018

Track 54 : Ah I'm back Yet again

Hello there~ I'm again back. lol.
Anyway whats been happening?

First thing first, I've finished my degree lol. Yeah, I went on and took a degree in computer forensic, but now I'm in a pinch, as I dunno what kind of job I can do. Why? Well, cause the syllabus are actually not really up-to-date, and I really got no proper skills to work in those jobs that actually proper for my qualification and course.

Before this, I was doing my practical for my final year of my degree, at an IT company. The comapny was great and all, but actually, I was feeling so lonely that I felt rather depressed. I got an internship there as a programmer, but the biggest problem is that my course doesnt really teach us and the programming subject is very very easy. Futher more, there was no one that are of the same age as me, and there are no one that are doing an internship there with me... I felt how slow the time was passing and  dislike it.

Truthfully, I do like the task, but I am very scared of my supervisor. I feel threatened, but he was kind and caring... Its just the way he talk and the word he used... Well dad, Im sorry for being such a coward. Im sorry if I ashamed you. But really, please pleaaseee dont ask me to try contact him for a job.

And more before before this, I got my MUET result lol. Aaahh... It's only Band 4... How disappointing. From the result i can see my weakness, which is in the speaking test [its either because I speak less or I'm not speaking clearly...] and the reading test [as i always got confused on the grammar. lol. afterall it test our understanding of the text and the pharagraph.]. The writing test and the listening test is very simple. lol. why? Cause the writing only need us to write an essay on the topic that they gave, while listening just need to listen to the audio and write the answer based on the audio content. Though the slang used in the audio maybe a challenge for some people, but for me it was such a crystal clear pronunciation, so it was very easy. lol.

Here if you want to know more about the test:
 Read more bout MUET Here

Hey! D-Dont Beat me! I'm not being arrogant or something! I'm not that proud person! For wagging around my result. Hahahaaaa xD.. Ey dont bite me! Lol. I'll smack you!. Hahahahaaa.

Also before this year, anyway, I started to cosplay! Hurray! But I wont be posting my picture here. lol. Find me if you can. haha. But I can tell you that I'm cosplaying as Mikaela Hyakuya from Owari no Seraph. The picture below is the character.

More about Owari no Seraph

This year, I'm not sure what I will be lol. But 3 more months to go~!. :)

Also, I'm rewriting one of the story that I posted in my other blog and deviantart. I'be only managed to write up to 5 chapters by salvaging the previous story line.You can click on the link below if you wanna give it a read. lol. Though I'm sure theres still a lot for my grammar that need to be improved. Ha.

Go here to read that story

Anyway now I'm Unemployed, and am still looking for jobs.. but I'm not as excited as before my practical anymore. I'm not really feel any optimism... Yes Yes Yes, I know I'm running away. *sigh*

Anyway, Thank you if there is anyone who read this. lol. Credit to Wiki for those more info.lol.