Trails 16: a fiction

Oh My dear,
if only you could hear my heart,
how would you feel?


Our life is a lie,
It's only a fiction,
i wonder, when will it end,
is it until i die?


The warmth that you give, [it's a fiction, fiction]
It gave me courage to reply, [fiction, it's a fiction]
and in the end, [when will it end? when will it end?]
i ended up crashing... [it's hurt, so hurt]
breaking the only one heart that i have... [is it okay? i wonder... i wonder...]


Everything is a fiction,
the feeling together,
all our memories,
are nothing but...
lies...


e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g...i.s...a.l.w.a.y.s...n.e.v.e.r...b.e...r.e.a.l..
e.v.e.n...f.r.o.m...t.h.e...s.t.a.r.t...i.t...a.l.w.a.y.s...a...l.i.e..

Trails 15: this is kewl!

about the 'let it snow' on google.
so awesome! you should try it.
|D

more bout it:
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/12/17/let-it-snow-google-easter-egg_n_1155544.html

karipap aka curry puff

curry puff is one of the most popular food in malaysia, thailand, and also singapore.
curry puff. it can be serve anytime you want, morning, afternoon and even night.
it's also easy to make it. 


the inside of the curry puff can sometimes be meat, fish, chicken, and even sardine.
yes, you can put anything in the curry puff.
sometime, the curry puff shape can be triangle, actually it depend on your creativity, because the curry puff can be made into any shape you want.


how can this cute curry puff be quite famous? 
mostly because the taste of the curry puff. with the crispy skin, and the yummy curry taste in the inside plus more with the meat or chicken... hmn... how yummy is that.


seriously, when you visit one of the country, you really really should try this.
you never knew how it taste if you never try it by your self. 


anyway, mommy make me some of the curry puff. 
and that's mostly the reason why i posted this.
so yummy~

♫-Music- ♬ : C.N.Blue - sweet holiday lyric

Lyrics:

난 그댈 만나 행복합니다

Nan geu-dael man-na haeng-bok-hab-ni-da

난 그댈 만나 꿈을 꿉니다

Nan geu-dael man-na ggum-eul ggub-ni-da

그대만 보면 웃음이 나죠

Geu-dae-man bo-myeon u-seum-i na-jyo

아마도 사랑인가봐

A-ma-do sa-rang-in-ga-bwa

처음 본 순간 Stop my heart

Cheo-eum bon sun-gan Stop my heart

꿈은 아닐까 Fall in love

Ggum-eun a-nil-gga Fall in love

두근대는 맘 Oh my girl

Du-geun-dae-neun mam Oh my girl

This is love

어떻게 고백을 해야 할까

Eo-ddeoh-ge go-baek-eul hae-ya hal-gga

두근대는 내 맘 들키진 않았을까

Du-geun-dae-neun nae mam deul-ki-jin anh-a-sseul-gga

혹시 나와 같은 생각일까

Hok-shi na-wa gat-eun saeng-gak-il-gga

Everyday I`m thinking of you

우리 둘만의 Sweet Holiday

U-ri dul-man-eui Sweet Holiday

다가가볼게 Step by step

Da-ga-ga-bol-ge Step by step

고백해볼게 Oh pretty girl

Go-baek-hae-bol-ge Oh Pretty Girl

우리 함께면 Oh I`m okay

U-ri ham-gge-myeon Oh I’m okay

This is love

매일 밤 꿈에 그대 보일 때

Mae-il bam ggum-e geu-dae bo-il ddae

난 자꾸만 그대 보면 두근거릴 때

Nan ja-ggu-man geu-dae bo-myeon du-geun-geo-ril ddae

두 손 꼭 잡고 잠들었을 때

Du son ggok jab-go jam-deul-eo-sseul ddae

You and I belong together

우리 둘만의 Sweet Holiday

U-ri dul-man-eui Sweet Holiday

[Rap]

내가 머리 쓰러 넘길대

Nae-ga meo-ri  sseu-reo neom-gil-dae

될 수 없는 걸 느껴 가슴이 뛰네

Dwil su eobs-neun geol neu-ggyeo ga-seum-i ddwi-ne

뭐 뭐틴지 아리송한데

Mweo mweo-tin-ji a-ri-song-han-de

확실히 What a wonderful Girl

Hwak-shil-hi What a wonderful girl

한시도 가만있지 않고 웃어

Han-shi-do ga-man-itt-ji anh-go u-seo

Better than this uh

나를 비춰 좀 더 Sweet girl Good my girl

Na-reul bi-chweo jom deo Sweet girl Good my girl

난 그댈 만나 행복합니다

Nan geu-dael man-na haeng-bok-hab-ni-da

난 그댈 만나 꿈을 꿉니다

Nan geu-dael man-na ggum-eul ggub-ni-da

매일 밤 꿈에 그대 보일 때

Mae-il bam ggum-e geu-dae bo-il ddae

난 자꾸만 그대 보면 두근거릴 때

Nan ja-ggu-man geu-dae bo-myeon du-geun-geo-ril ddae

두 손 꼭 잡고 잠들었을 때

Du son ggok jab-go jam-deul-eo-sseul ddae

You and I belong together

우리 둘만의 Sweet Holiday

U-ri dul-man-eui Sweet Holiday

혹시 나와 같은 생각일까

Hok-shi na-wa gat-eun saeng-gak-il-gga

Oh oh no

TRANSLATION:

I am happy because I met you

I dream because I met you

I laugh whenever I see you

Perhaps this is love

From the first time I saw you, Stop my heart

Wondering if this is a dream, Fall in love

My beating heart, Oh my girl

This is love.

I wonder how to confess

if you’ve found out about my feeling

if you think the same as me

Everyday I`m thinking of you

Our very own Sweet Holiday

I’ll get closer you, Step by step

I’ll confess to you, Oh pretty girl

If we are together, Oh I`m okay

This is love

When I see you in my dream every night,

When my heart beats fast looking at you,

When we fell asleep with our hands held tight

You and I belong together

Our very own Sweet Holiday

[Rap]

I can feel my heart beating, every time I think that it might not work out

Absolutely what a wonderful girl

I’ll never stop laughing

Better than this uh

Lighting me up, a little more, sweet girl. Good, my girl

I am happy because I met you

I dream because I met you

When I see you in my dream every night,

When my heart beats fast looking at you,

When we fell asleep with our hands held tight

You and I belong together

Our very own Sweet Holiday

I wonder if you think the same as me

Oh oh no

-.-.-.-.-.

anyway, i love this song, coz it sweet and etc etc. XD

try hear it, maybe you'll love it?

Trails 14: No Reason To Stay Here Anymore... yet i did stay...

i wonder... why...
i wonder... how...


hmn... i guess, good luck in your life then... 
though a farewell is said, but hopefully you are not gonna poof for real...
just hoping... even if that hope gaves me a lot of headache,
worrying...


if that is for your own good, then do it...
i then shall not try or begs you to not do it...
cause you have grown up,
you have to make decisions by yourself,
you can do anything you want,
if that is for your own good.


be responsible, take your time to think,
before act, cause if act first, you might regret,
for not carefully think about it.


if people hates you, ignores them,
or if you wonders why, ask them.


some people says that, 
if we are nice, kind and good,
we might get lots of haters,
but also lots of people that loves your kindness.
reason for getting haters?
cause probably they are feeling jealous of your kindness.


don't says something about anyone,
if you didn't even know who exactly they are,
if you didn't even know what kind of situation they are in.
cause, you never know if they are in a bad situation.


don't do something bad to other people, 
cause it will comes back to you,
you can never know when,
sooner or later.


ahh, why did i write this?
i wonder why...
did i write this for her?
or for myself...?


even if i don't have my biggest reason to stay, 
i still have some small reasons...
various type of small reasons...


thinking of leaving..
but that's a no.
i'll stay. probably will stay.


i am sad,
but i'll try to not be sad.
i'll try to not cry...
though i am crying right now.


ah.. how stupid am i...
what a shame...

how sad. Being angry just becoz imma sad, just bcoz wanna cover myself that was crying.
how bad, angry at random people just because of that.

Trails 13: My Kitty TOM

my kitty tom... are are are... sick. 
tom... tom... *^* why you sick?
but anyway, today me and ma mom go to pet care center, 
to get some treatment...
tommy... *^*


anyway, i wonder how will tommy looks like after this. *^*


this is my cat, his name is Thomas.
lil sis give him that name coz he looks like tom from tom and jerry. XD

Trails 12: i wonder

when imma gonna post something. XD

Trails 11: mhwaaaaa 3rd

lawl, anyway, i got my cousin picture... but only two of em'.

mhwaa, where's tha others?

oh shoes, never mind, just keeping as memory here.

XD

now, introducing my cousin.

the one with the green shirt is known as fahmi.

wanna full name? hell no i won't give it to ya.

next is the one with the red shirt is syafiq.

i call him apiq.

again i say, no way i gonna giva ya their full name.

so sooo soooo eternity bored.

gimme something to dooo....

nyyyaaaaa... DX

anyway, today, nothing really happen, so just staying at home.

watch tv, open comp, typing and such other things...

oh right, maybe tomorrow meh wanna buy tha dress i want...

*^*

it sho pwettyyy... lawl.

hopefully everyone is fine and okay-ish.

and just realize that i posted more than one post today. o..o

oh shoes.

that show how bored am i.


ah, and today imma eat this thingy:

Trails 10: dun read?

XD

just a list of picture of anime boys that i love:

loki from mythical detective loki ragnarok

teito klien from 07-ghost

gauche suede and lag seeing from letter bee

watanuki kimihiro from xxxholic

ciel and sebastian from black butler

lelouch lamperough from code geass

http://static.zerochan.net/full/42/37/71892.jpg

ritsuka aoyagi and soubi from loveless

yoshimori from kekkaishi

rikuo nura from nurarihyon no mago

hayate from hayate the combat butler

kawaii hayate, but i pity him, coz he was forced. XD

L aka lawliet from death note

usui takumi from maid-sama

Jealousy is bad

jealousy is an emotion that diffuse slowly over the your life. this is what makes a person feel sickworry, despair, hate, wool, and so twelve of his own fate, that sometimes lead to temptation to commit suicide.


all human male or female, will experience a sense ofenvy and jealousy. without this feeling, definitely there will be no competition and the race that occurs between individuals.


jealousy never feel satisfied and full. these feelings are just like a fire that will slowly eat themselves if they do not get what they want. it moves like a fire, slowly infecting one by one.


between boys and girl, girl are more tend to feel this feeling, and they hardly hide it. most of girls are not good with hiding their feelings. but boys are different than girls. why? because they are very good in hiding wherever they feels by watching, observing and thinking logically.

Trails 9: Mhwaaa 2nd

lawl, i have no idea what i should put in the title. XD


anyway, today...
tick tock tick tock!
yeah, time is passing quite fast isn't it?

anyway, today my granny ish come back from saudi arabia, mecca.
ya, imma and my family and my two aunt are waiting here for her arrival from the airport.


and granny seems really happy!
glad she is happy, with all of us, my mom siblings and her grandchildrens, welcoming her home like that.
granny... granny, you don't need to buy gift for us.






but still, thanks granny for the gift.
i will keep it safe and clean and pretty.

anyway, imma wanna show my cousin house.
not really deep in tha jungle... hehhe...
though a lot of trees ish surrounding the road, but it ish not in jungle at all. ok?


the picture that i put now is the road to tha house.
looking kinda like in a jungle ain't it?


but nah, it's not.
my uncle keeps the trees coz he know that tha trees are important for us.


and i gonna kill him if he cuts the trees off. =w= 


next is my cousin house~

 their house is bigger than our, but a branch from a tree is covering half of the house... so yeah...


this house, contains a lot of my childhood memories with my cousins....


miss them a lot..


and anyway, i really feel out of the place when i meet my cousins... feels so awkward...
is it me that changed or it is them that changed?


oh well, they are still my cousins. so never mind that. 

Trails 8: mhwaaa~

hmn, 5 days off from computer?

hell no. XD

but still, thanks to my cousin, that i am able to online even for a short time. <3

arigatou nee fahmi-san!

XD

hmn, well, me and mah family go to my mom hometown by train this time.

and we arrive quite late from the time we are supposed to.

it's the train manager fault!

we are supposed to arrive at 8.38 am,

but we end up arrive very late.

we arrive at 1.10pm, 

and we haven't even have breakfast! >:U

well, the train is an express train, that will not stop at unnecessary stations, coz the train is directed to go straight to the destination.

but this train do stop for awhile, maybe for a break.

and the stop longer than usual!

and that is the main reason on why we arrive really late.

oh mister train-sama, 

next time please dun stop too long will ya?

or i'll kill ya! >:U

XD

kinda a long complains.

lawl.

but still, i wish everyone have a good day. :)

Fish in Asia - AROWANA

the asian arowana fish are also know as Scleropages formosus.

this fish is a type of fish that lives in a streams that moves slowly and creaks.

this fish are mostly found in Australia and some southeast asia country.

this fish are very famous here, most of the resident here love to preserve this fish.

some says because this fish give them luck, and avoid them from bad luck.

this fish are quite expensive, reason? 

because this fish have a pretty colour, and sometime have a unique pattern on it scale.

this fish also very easy to take care of.  this fish eats insect and worm, also small fish.

Trails 7: i have decided!

XD
imma wanna post about SEA food and etc. XDD


and culture too if possible. :D

Trails 6: C-Chocolatteeee!!!

now imma ish hungry. :L

i want chocolate... chocolate...

-looks around da house-

why no chocolateeee!!

>A<

orz... our monthly chocolate stock already gone... for the first week of the month...


why no chocolateeee!
:L




anyone have a chocolate bar?
:LLL


chocolate timeee! 
XD

mhwaaaa!!! looking so delicious! 


ice-cream-san, you are torturing meee




:LLLL

i am totally will buy alot for next month!

chocolate cakeee! 


<3

last but not last, tha chocolate truffle!

SEA country

now i know wut is SEA... haha poor me... ~..~''

Trails 5: uh yummy!

:L
today, dad bought some durians.
oh my so yummmy! 
you should eattt emmm!

savor the food you eat slowly, enjoy the taste of the food. 
don't rush, or you'll get chocked.


drink more water, cause water will help ya clan ya blood from an unnecessary things.


omy omy looked so yummy.
:L

Trails 4:.....what's this feelin'??

i dunno why but i feel pretty lifeless today...
i'm not even feel hungry even if i don't eat for a day...


i feel empty... somehow..
i'm not sure what's gone... i'm looking for it...
wondering why i feel like this...


i don't feel like smilin' today...
i can't laugh today, even if i watch some hilarious tv shows and funny anime...


ah, what is wrong with me?
why am i pretty reactless and emotionless today?


what is this feeling?
why do i wish for a long sleep?
why i did not feeling sleepy or tired?


what's wrong? what's wrong?


i hope... everyone today, have a nice day.
enjoy your day ok...

now what i have finish watching

Anime:
kuroshitsuji season 1 and 2 and also ova
07-ghost
cardcaptor sakura all 3 season and the 2 movies
stigma of the wind
hayate no gotoku season 1
colourcloud palace season 1
maidsama
murder princess
monster princess
mythical detective loki ragnarok
samurai X
code geass season 1 and 2
loveless
sailormoon
pitch pitch ??? [forgot it lol]
merumo zibang
power rangers
gakuen alice
darker than black




Manga:
faster than a kiss
code geass [all]
-will put more when i remember-




this is nothing but a list of anime and manga that i have finished. <3 and i will always update this. XDD //shot


|D
not many but still looking for more to watch.
gaaarrhhh, moar suggestion needed! T^T

Trails 3: What else? what else??!

man... man... man...
what else that are more worse than that?


and... WHY THE HECK AM I SAD??!!!
*cough cough* it's not me that face it.... it's my friend... who... faced... it... *sniff sniff*
why... why....


WHY THE HECK AM I SO EMOTIONAL TODAY????!!!!
OTL....


~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~


and... boredom for the world...
T^T

▣ Story ▣ yehey

chapter 9 for my story are done now!

doneee...
soo happy to finish typing it. X3

go here:
http://twinhell.blogspot.com/p/c-9.html

a short preview:

This happen just two days before I lost my temper. When I was just going back to home, a group of girls comes and surround me.
‘hey akanies, can you follow us to somewhere for awhile?’ one of them asked me with a smile, a threatening smile.

‘no.’ I answered and ignored them. They asked me nicely again and again, but in the end they have to use force on me.

They tied me up, and closes my eye with a black piece of cloth. They also changed my cloth, can feel they changed it. They also put on a make up on me. They bring me to somewhere, and leave me alone on the cold floor.

I wonder where am I now. The floor feels so cold, from that I know it is night already. ‘um, hello? Anyone here?’ I asked, wondering if there are someone here this late at night

<3

Trails 2: are you leaving

i am here because you are here...
i know you stay also because i am here...
i won't try to stop you this time...
but i wish you would comeback...
maybe once awhile...


i know next year is going to be a busy year for us...
a lot of my friends are leaving...
even my reality friend wants to leave...
tm might be bored, but only through tm i can see you...






we stay so far,
rarely see each other,
even if we are just friend...
yet i miss you...


*sigh*

Trails 1: ohwhoah...

finally done updating my story blog. XD


and how to delete blogg?
>A<;;


i wanna delete my old blog...
tch tch...


oh, nevermind, now is busy typing chapter 9 for twin of hell.
so yeah. XD


oh... then gonna go now... nyaaaa... >A<!!

oh, before i forgot, here is an advice from a friend of mine in an online social game, called tinierme.


      "Always check everything that's connected to you. People may post important things where you least expect it"


TO HIS PROFILE:
http://www.tinierme.com/tinierme/mypage.do?accountId=6265003


i wanna ask for his e-mail and such... but...
segan la.. XD