08 August 2012

Trails 25: don't play firework :/

well, firework is dangerous. i know you know that.

anyway, that not really the case right now. :/

there's some idiot in my school... that is stupid enough to play it in the school ground. :/

can you imagine, when you throw the firework in the middle of the school, it sounded as if a bomb fall into our school? can you imagine how loud is that?

luckily there's no student in my school that have a heart attack disease. if not, that student would have die already cause of heart attack.

oh please la, be more considerate! think about other student! OTL...

07 August 2012

Trails 24: wow lol

i nearly passed the sahur time today
i don't even know why i did not woke up early as usual today.
was it because of staying quite late at night? or was it because of me eating ramen in the middle of night? or was it simply because of the dream last night? 
hmn, either one of those or maybe there's other reason.

however, we still managed to sahur. well, it's kinda 20 minutes more before the sahur time end! so we eat kinda fast, heating the food fastly and every other thing in fast mode.
yeah, glad we made it. lol.

When Ramadhan Come

when ramadhan come, various kind of food and drinks are available at the might market, making your mouth watery and you ended up bought more than what you can eat. XD

when ramadhan come, everyone is nice, not much fight happens, all because of feeling tired restraining yourself from eating for the whole day. 

when ramadhan come, you'll feel time is passing really slow than usual. 

when ramadhan come, there's a bazaar, where all kind of food and firework are being sell there.

when ramadhan come, you're always feeling sleepy and tired.

when ramadhan come, you'll always wakes up early to eat aka sahur.

when ramadhan come, before the azan sounded, you're already at your table, waiting for the time to eat.

when ramadhan come, you'll think first before you do something.

when ramadhan come, every night you'll go to mosque to pray.

when ramadhan come, you'll hear people playing firework on every night.

when ramadhan come, you can't wait to see all your cousins and aunts and uncles and grandma and grandpa.

Trails 23: b'day at facebook lol

thanks kengkawan. thanks bebanyak untuk sesape yang wish kat sye. :'3
walaupun thun ni tak sambut b'day... it's okey la
tak der kek pun tak per... hahha..

tapi memang, cadang nak sambut b'day
tapi hari b'day jatuh blan pose lak... waduyai...
tak per tak per... thun depan ader! 
oh yeah.!



lol


thankyou thankyou. 

lol

x lah bla, sume mende nk post dalam blog huh...


05 August 2012

Trails 22: My Classmate Picture For Magazine

the picture for the school magazine. :3

class 5 science 2012 from sekolah kebangsaan menengah seri kundang.


boyz on our class:
-Sheng jye
-yue da cheng
-chuan sheng
-yusuf
-hafiz
-zulhelmi
-rahman
-veshal
-amirul hakim
-musa
-eldee
-aideed

designed by:
veshal rockz


gurlz in our class:
-ain
-fatin sabrina
-yean kean
-maisarah hanani
-iqlima

-syafiqah ain
-nurul syafiqah
-intan nur hadania
-wan nur atikah
-aliya rosli
-izyan
-zurin
-anis amira

-sahera
-puteri
-azmina
-zafirah
-izzati
-naizatul

-ummi
-susi
-najiha
-rayhannis
-syikin
-minissa
-alyaa farhana



designed by:
niez

edited by:
musa

07 May 2012

▣ Story ▣ Chapter 4: Trouble, The principal again


When i silenced, the prince look at me, “well, his parent already dead when he was just 10 years old.”
                “I... feel sorry for him...” The prince too looks down.
                “They... die in a car accident...” I take out the old news paper and hand it to prince.
                “That’s awful...” The prince commented when he finish read the news paper.
                “Yes...” I agreed.
                “hmn, i guess i should spend some time with him, if you allow me to?” The prince smile trying to change the subject.
                “oh, that would be great! I’m sure he’ll be quite happy.” I smiled, and at that time riz arrive with the drinks. “Have some drink first.” I took a cup and sip some.
                The prince finishes his cup in a few minute. “Riz, would you like to take a stroll with me today?” The prince smiled to him.
                Riz looked at me, and i nods, giving the permission. He looked a bit happy. While Riz and Prince are out, i took the news paper and kept it in a safe place. I continued finishing my other loads of paperwork and meeting details for the next one.
                I took a short nap, just to make my brain fresh again. I sighed, and smiled a bit. I know Riz’s enjoying his time outside of this office room. I walked to the sofa again while looking at the list of future student of this university; i pour some of the tea and sip a bit by a bit.
                I smiled; the tea taste sweet, not bitter and it really match my taste. I walked to the small kitchen section in the room and took some biscuit to eat with the tea. I looked at the list again. “Hmn... This brown haired girl and her best friend seems qualified enough for this University. Amelia and Alicia.” I put a tick on their name. “This guy with glasses too.” I put another tick.
                “i’m done.” I put the list down and turned on the television to watch some story or drama that i love. I hardly had any time to watch it. After an hour relaxing, i go and typed the student name and data that i have ticked from the list. “hmn, only 15 new student that is qualified.” Each of them has a very interesting background.
                “Everyone has their own potential.” I smiled. Even though they are still young, i am sure they will make this old university shine with glory. They will even make the days in here more interested as i thought to myself.
                I walked to the huge window and saw Riz and the prince are returning. I waited at the door and welcomed them with a smile. Night come by really fast. I accompany Riz to the bed, and cuddle him and pat his head, while he slowly fall into sleep.
                When i am sure he’s sleep for real, i kiss his cheek and put a blanket on him, making sure he wouldn’t get cold. I then leave the room slowly, not wanting to wake him up.
                The next day, the prince comes again. This time earlier than yesterday, “hello.” The prince smiled to me.
                “oh why hello prince~!” I said happily. “wanna walk with Riz again?” I guess.
                “yeah.” The prince smile again.
                “let me guess, you two wanna go somewhere?” I sip some coffee that i make myself.
                “yup, Riz wanted to visit an old mansion not far from this University.” The prince said while eating some of chocolate biscuit.
                “Old mansion? The abandoned old mansion? The one where there’s no one live a few kilometres from here?” I look at the prince, raising my eyebrow.
                The prince nods. “will you allow us to?” Prince smiled.
                “Of course i will allow. But tell me later what he does there.” I smiled. At the same time wondered. Why would Riz want to go there? I asked myself. Then i saw Riz looking at the prince. They both then go out.
                Later when they return, Riz looked happy than usual. The prince and me take a seat on the sofa. “so... whatsup?” i ask the prince, i really can’t wait.
                “well, when we got there... The mansion was silence at first...” The prince sips some tea.
                “Then?” I look at the prince.
                “Two kids around age 4-5 years old greet him.” The prince now munching some oreo.
                “His siblings maybe?” I said. Is it the two kids that he had been take care of? Hmn... Probably it was. I look at the prince again.
                The prince look at me too, “but if they were his siblings, why do they call him daddy?” the prince knitted his eyebrow while wondering.
                “i-it can’t be h-he’s m-married?!” I whispered in shock. It can’t be, he’s too young. I repeat the though in my head.
                “he’s too young.. hmn... let’s just let this go away?” The prince still seems to be thinking about that.
                “Okay then.” I finish my drinks and waves goodbye to prince with a smile.

30 April 2012

▣ Story ▣ C-3: Trouble, The principal.


C-3: Trouble, The principal. 
                I am Amy, a principal at a magical University. I was still quite young. I have married, with a lovely and wonderful husband. He is the one i will love forever. It’s been more than ten years after our marriage. But we don’t have any children.
                I had wanted to have at least one. I want to pour some of my love to a child. Any child. I was always alone, lonely. I want to hear some child laughter or childish tears. I just wish i could get pregnant, but no i can’t. My internal system has problems.
                But one day, on a very boring day, i read a news paper, and there’s an accident occur to a kid family. His parent dies in that accident, leaving him forever, alone in that house that they own. In the news paper also state that the boy is a very intelligent boy, though he is a bit short. The boy has beautiful deep blue eyes, with a red hair.
                After i read that, i become very interested in him, he is such a cutie. I want to have him as my own son. Everyday i come to his school just to watch his daily routine. Apparently he always come to school with two cute babies, and went back to fetch them when the school ends. Sometime, i went to the infirmary where he left them just to play with the two cute babies.
                After schools ends, i love to follow him secretly to his house, and it was shocking. His house was big, a very expensive house based on the outside decoration. The garden is filled with various type of flowers. They seem to have maids and guards. “he’s so rich... Richer than me..?” I compliment.
                Four years had passed already. Now he is already 14 years old. Though that make me think it is impossible to adopt him, but i have another way. That is by using the prohibited curse. An order curse. I smiled, but maybe i should talk to him first? Hmn... i took my time and think carefully.
                The next few days, I come to the school office and requested the staff to ask him to come here, meeting with me. Just in a few minute, he already waits at the waiting room. He looks calm. He bows to me when he met me.
                “Riz.” I called his name softly with a smile on my face. I wore red frilly dress today just to meet him. “Riz..” I called his name again, “I love you Riz.” I smiled again.
                “W-what?” Riz look at me weirdly.
                “I L.O.V.E. YOU.” I repeat as i move closer to him.
                “er, w-why are you coming nearer?” I know Riz is uncomfortable when i’m moving closer and closer to him as he undo a few steps behind, he also looked left and right to get out.
                I am now just a few steps more to reach him. I grin, “Come here... Cutie...” I said as i grab him by his shoulder. I unbuttoned some of his button on his shirt.
                “w-what are you doing?!” He asked me, and i saw some sweats coming down. His shoulder now is exposed, and before i touch it, i can tell that he have a very soft skin. “s-stop...!” He said to me, looking at me. He struggle, trying to stop me, but he failed, as i am stronger than him.
                I smiled to him, “I won’t stop...” and i touch His shoulder slowly, and conformed, “Your skin... are really soft hmn...” I lay my lips on his shoulder and slowly bury my teeth into his soft skin.
                “w-wha...” He falls into a sleep, when the mark after i bite him appears while the bleeding stops. I grin while i look at the mark. “Now he’s mine...” I then kissed the mark. I took him to my private office.
                I lay him on the bed inside the office, the reason i put a bed in is for me to use, whenever i wish to sleep here when i’m busy doing work. I look at Riz. He looks calm when he’s sleeping. I pat his head slowly with a smile.
                Riz slept for nearly a week, at first i was worried if that curse might cause such an unexpected effect. Every day i visited the two children who Riz has been taking care of at his home, i always come and look over them from far. Luckily there’s one caretaker of the house, are taking care of them two when Riz disappeared.
                Afterward, i am always busy. There was a sudden meeting, nearly every day too. I didn’t have the chances to come and visit them two. And because of that, i let one of my trusted staff to come and send Riz some food when he woke up. I am grateful that i have one good staff that is willing to help.
                Alias, the staffs that help in recording data department always have a lot of free time. He is also a close friend of mine. Not long after i asked his help, he called my on phone, telling me that Riz’s awake and seemed fine. Finally he’s awake. I’m happy to hear that.
                A few months after that, I choose to register Riz into this university, i am sure he wouldn’t have any problem with the entrance exam, cause i know he is intelligent enough to pass that exam. After I registered him, a young prince come and visited me.
                “Principal Amy...” The prince approaches me while he enters the room. Riz bow to him to welcome him. “Nice kid you got there, Amy.” The prince smiled to Riz, and then he walked to one of the sofa in that room.
                “Welcome prince.” I said while smiling to him when he settles himself in one of the sofa.
                “Thank you, Amy. My my, you are lovely as usual aren’t you?” The prince said, compliment my attire.
                I giggled a bit, “Thanks for that compliment, Prince.”
                “Anyway, how did you got that kid? You kidnapped him?” The prince raises his eye brow.
                “Well not really, I adopt him without his permission.” I smiled.
                “Ah i see. Why did you do that?” The prince gave me a surprised reaction.
                “well, it’s because.. i wanted to have a son. You do know that i can’t get pregnant...” I say in low tone, while looking at my feet. “Oh, Riz, Please make us some tea or coffee.” I said smiling to Riz as he walk away to do it.
                “Anyway, did his parent know that you took him?” The prince asks as the atmosphere become a bit serious. I silenced and shock my head.

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money is everything ._.


Money is everything? Yes, it is. Money, it spins the world around and around and around. People will do nearly anything just for money even by using all kind of method available...


was money really that important? Did money worth your one and only one life? how did this happen? Why did people even kill each other for money? Why did they fought about it? is money really that dear to them?


People now are so much selfish, all they care is money, money, money and money. Other than that? Nah, they just care about money. Some are really good, cause even if their own family member is in danger, they don't care as long as it does not involve with their money. well, only some of them.


Money can absolutely change people around you, even the ones you have known for years. Money can be destructive, money can cause chaos, money cause trouble.


but can't deny that money are important, all stuff now cost quite a large amount of money too, including food supply. heh. money, money, money...


29 April 2012

People, Trust, and Hurt.


why is that? when you trust people with your whole heart, they then break you trust, make you feel sad and hate for trusting that much.


why is it? time really does change people isn't it? 
and now, you can't even trust people who you have known for a long time, and even some does not even trust their own family member.


betrayal isn't something fun to do. it hurt people, not a little but a lot. so far, from my experience, i have got a few friends who always betray me. always tries to hurt me.


due to my lack of experience, i am sure i well meet more people with various type of personalities, behavior, and i hope, i can survive... 




06 March 2012

▣ Story ▣ Chapter 2: Trouble, When he met her

“Riz.” A young lady probably at the same age as his mother looked at Riz with a smile. The lady have a long straight red hair. She wore a frilly red dress. Riz only know her short name, it was Amy.
                Riz is now 14 years old. Riz looked at Amy as he walk to her, wonders. Riz bow to her like usual, whenever he met people.
                “Riz.” She called Riz’s name again. Riz raise his eyebrows, as if he asked her what is it. “I love you Riz.” Amy smiled.
                “W-what?” Riz look at her weirdly.
                “I L.O.V.E YOU.” She repeats. She then walks closer to Riz.
                “err.. w-why are you coming nearer?” Riz undo a few steps. He gave a stare at the lady. He look left and right, and he just realize that the door is locked, with many locks.
                Amy are now just a few steps more to reach Riz. She grin. “Come here... Cutie...” And She now manage to grab Riz. She slowly unbuttoned Riz’s clothes.

                “w-what are you doing?!” Riz says while sweating. Now his shoulder exposed, revealing his soft skin. “s-stop...!” Riz said, looking at the lady. He tried to stop her act, but he can’t. His strength isn’t enough to fight an adult strength.
                “I won’t stop...” She smiled, touching Riz’s shoulder slowly. “your skin... are so soft hmn...” she grin. She put her mouth at Riz’s shoulder, and slowly she bite Riz’s shoulder.
                “W-wha...” Riz felt the pain, but he fall into a sleep when the mark appear after the bleeding stops. Amy grin, she licks her lips and then kissed the mark on Riz’s shoulder. She then lift Riz and bring him to her own private office.
                Riz slept for almost a week. When he woke up, he was in a strange room. It doesn’t really look like a room, it’s more like an office. The room is a bit dim, he looks left and right and saw the curtains aren’t opened. He walks slowly and opened it, letting the sunlight enters the room. He heard a knock on the door, and he went to opens it.
                A young boy with a nametag named Alias stand outside, holding a tray of food. when Riz opens the door, Alias enters the room with a smile. “you are awake.”
                Riz look at him, he try to ask him something, but his voice doesn’t come out. As he facepalm at what happened to him, Alias starts to explain, “Don’t panic Riz. Your voice are not disappeared just like that. It was just an order from Principal Amy. Your body is following her orders now.” Alias smile.
                Riz tilt his head, knitting his eyebrow, waiting Alias to explain more. “I am not sure whether i should tell you this, but when you were bitten by the principal, you are now under an order curse, and you will have to obey all her orders, even if you did not want to.”
                Riz look at Alias, trying to understand that. “Apparently she set you under two orders. One is to unable to talk for a certain moment. Another one is to unable to leave this room without her permission. You understand now, right?”
                Riz nods slowly. Alias sighed, “Riz.” Riz look at him. “I have to go now. Please don’t be harsh with the principal, okay? I know who is she, and she is a very nice woman, though she sometimes loves to cause a bit of trouble.” Alias smiled as he waves goodbye to Riz. Riz slowly closed the door.
                A few months later, the principal registered Riz into the University of Cat People, where people can choose to be cat people for a short time, or forever. Just in a few blinks, Riz are now 15 years old. And every day he has to serve the principal.
                “Principal Amy...” A young prince with black silky hair and soft cat ears and tails enters the room. Riz bow to him and asked the prince to have a seat. “Nice kid you got there, Amy.” The prince smile to riz and walk to one of the sofa there.
                The Principal and the prince have a talk, sometimes the principal giggled. “Riz, can you serve some tea for Prince?” Riz nods and went to make a tea. The prince just smile on how obedient Riz was.

                When Riz come to serve some tea, the prince smiled to him, “Riz, would you like to take a stroll with me today?” Riz look at the principal, while the principal nods. Finally he can go out of the room.
                The prince and Riz walks around the park inside campus, Riz can’t stop staring at the prince. “er... why are you looking at me like that Riz?” the prince asks as he feel a bit uneasy to be stared like that.
                Riz shock his head, he missed Angela and Damian. He wanted to go and see them. Though he wasn’t really worried of their safety, cause a caretaker at the old mansion is taking a good care of them two.
                “riz?” The prince calls his name. Riz look at the prince. “Riz, you have anywhere you want to go before we return?” The prince smiles to him. Riz can be assure it was a really warm smile. Riz nods as a yes.
                “hmn, how about you show me where is the place?” Riz then hold the prince shirt, and prince follow Riz until they arrive at the back gate of the campus. Riz point at a old tower not far from campus.
                “Ah to the old mansion?” ask the prince, while riz nodded. Riz look at the mansion tower, and he shook his head, looking at his own feet. “we’ll go there tomorrow. Okay riz?” The prince smile, Riz looked at the prince, to make sure what he heard is for real.
                “yes riz, we’ll go there tomorrow.” After he conform it, he smiled, happy that he can finally see the two of them. Riz walked happily back to the office with the prince.
                But at night, every night, the principal will come and cuddle him, like a doll. While that, the principal always pat him until he fall asleep.
                The next day, riz now was able to talk. The prince comes again, “hello riz.” The prince smiled while Riz serve him a tea.
                “hello and nice to meet you prince.” Riz answered as he sounds quite happy.
                “ah you can talk now. That’s great.” The prince said while he sip some of the tea slowly, not wanting to burn his own lips.
                “Yup, and i kinda missed my voice...” Riz smile slyly.
                “Oh lol.” The prince laughs softly. “Anyway, wanna go now?” Riz nods fastly. “lol okay then, let’s go then.” They both walk out and go to the old mansion.
                When they arrive there, the mansion is quite quiet. Riz look left and right, looking for Angela and Damian.
                “Ah! Daddy! Daddy!” Angela who was just going to walk to the garden shouts in happiness when she saw Riz. “Daddyyy!!!” she runs and hugs Riz tightly.

                “Daddy?” Damian peeked out from kitchen. “i-it’s really daddy!” Damian with full speed runs toward Riz and hugged him too. The prince looks at them, while raising an eyebrow.
                “Daddy.. we missed you!” said Angela while she cried. Riz smiled and pats their head. “daddy you are fine, r-right?” Riz just nod. Afterwards, Riz always come visit them while prince accompanies Riz.

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▣ Story ▣ Chapter 1: Me and you, Lost

Chapter 2 - Lost


I walked onto the school gate, walking around wondering where is my new class located. 'such a square school huh...' i said while going from another building to other.




* * * * * * * 10 minute later * * * * * * *




I'm still walking, looking for my class. 'i think i'm lost...' while sweating, i  continue walking and i'm now at a very dark corridor. 'it's so dark here... why  they didn't turn on the light?' i say wondering, and looking for the switch.


'Aka... nies... don't go there...' a ghostly voice whispered to me. strangely enough, that voice somehow sounded very familiar.


'w-who is there?' i asked and i stopped for awhile.


'DON'T GOO... DON'T GOO...' more voice comes and whispered to me.


'Go now... Be..fore it's too late...' the first voice says again.


I looked left and right, back and infront, but no one was here. But i realize something, when i looked in front, there was a black figure, laying on the floor, crawling slowly toward me from the end if the corridor.


in panic, i ran away as fast as possible, and feels as if i was quite bloodless at that time.


'Be My FRIEND...' that thing says with sad tone.


i looked at my back and saw that that thing is getting near and nearer to me. and i am sure that my face is very pale at the moment because i just saw something that i wish i didn't saw it. I saw that thing face, a very pale face, with a shiny bloody eyes, plus more with a huge creepy smiles.


'Be MY FRIEND!!!' again that thing repeat, but this time it shout and cries, a bloody cry.


'no... no... NOO!!' i replied back as i try to run faster, and gasping in fear. I nearly fall, but luckily i arrive at a corridor that more lighter, and not as dark as the corridor where it is very dark.


'o-okay... now where am i?' i asked myself as i try to catch up my breath after the running. and at the same time, i then saw the classroom sign and found my class.


'f-finally... here is it huh...' i said with a mocking tone, and i slowly enters the class with a tired face, moving slowly to the teacher.


'oh! Hallo new student!' the teacher, Mrs. Adeline approach me.


'hi...' i says slowly while looking down.


'aww, a shy one huh... now, how about if you introduce yourself a little bit?' she says while smiling.


'okay. hallo... nice to meet you. i am Akanies van Delisse...' i stopped for awhile when i hears a few mumbles from them.


'psst... Delisse? Isn't that is one of the noble family? I wonder is she really does comes from THAT family...' one of the boy whispered to his friend.


'But if she is from that noble family, why did she choose this school?' they continued.


i closed my eyes, and says in mind, just like usual... and sighed. ' Anyway...' they the stop talking and whispers for awhile. ' My family and i loves to travel to new place, for new friends and for new study environment. and i am NOT from THAT noble family. hope you understand.' i smiled a little bit. 'done, teacher? where should i sit?'


'oh! that was short. Hm, just go and sit next to Evalianna then' she pointed toward a dark brown haired girl, who was smiling, excited to talk to me she seems.


'thanks teacher.' i walked to the empty table next to the girl named Evalianna, and get ready for the lesson. while the other student gave me a stare.


-TO BE CONTINUE-




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owah... i didn't plan to put the lost part. but still, again, i am sorry for the bad grammars and wrong spellings.


hope you enjoys it.

Trails 21: Boredom and awesomeness

today,
i'm very very sure that i am failing chemistry for this test 1. e.e...
because i'm bad in calculating, i still have a lot of stuff to cover up.


oh darn.
anyhow, other subject is fine.
but i'm nervous for tomorrow subject.
tomorrow, we got biology, then additional math, and lastly for tomorrow is modern math.


the teacher sure are good at deciding that,
really.killing.me. T^T'''


oh man, 
and then this evening, additional math extra class, 
really awesome, me likey it.
the teacher that teach us good, really good i say.


glad she teach us, 
not the other one. >.>;

05 March 2012

Trails 20: Masquerade?

There's an event organized Unimap, that is to wear clothes following the theme given. They have to wear masquerade style. Not long before that event, my sister and me and mom goes and shop some clothes for her, and it's actually pretty tiring. 
anyway, the event was held on Saturday night, 3 march 2012, i'm not sure where.
and because i got nothing much to do, i'm going to post some pictures of them.
it looks like fun, and i'm so jelly.
i wish my school would do that at the end of the year only for seniors..
anyway, this is some of the photos:

This is a group photo with her friends.
All i can say is they all look good, but i wonder,
why not everyone wear mask?
why want to be shy wearing mask?


hmn, really, when you wear mask, 
no one actually saw your face,
no one would recognize...
so why be shy to wear it?


But still, i can say nothing to that,
cause that is their decision.
yes it's up to them.


Another photo of her with her friend,
who actually wear mask.


seriously, i'm jelly, they both look good.
Her hair, look soft >w< //shotlol


Anyhow, nothing much either that i could say, 
cause they look good, 
and that's it.


and also i'm jelly.




another one with her friend.


yay, she wear mask.
though that mask covers to much of her face,
but still, that mask look good.




Last picture.
mhm~
they match each other lol. 


never mind that.
i just realize now, 
while writing this,


that both of them wore the same mask.
probably that's why they match each other.


lovely i say.
lol, don't kill me sis [when you read this]


and that's all for today.
you know, if i was there, i might be able to write more on this event. //shot XD

04 March 2012

▣ Story ▣ Chapter 1: Trouble, Riz.

Black and white feathers scatters on the floor inside an old mansion, as two small cries can he heard from the inside of the mansion. The mansion has a pretty decoration, shows how fashionable the old owner was. But it just the outside appearance of the mansion.
                At that time, the sound of the small cries had stopped a couple who was just passing by the mansion. This couple have married for over 13 years. They both look at each other.  They enter the mansion and discover two cute babies. One is a baby girl, with a white hair and red eyes. Another one is a baby boy, with a black hair and blue eyes.
                “Two baby!” they wife says in shock. “Who could be cruel enough to leave them both here...” she said while looking at the two babies. Ryla have a rosy pink curly hair, with a velvet eyes.
                “Ryla, you seemed to have taken a liking in them...” the husband comment when his wife keep hugging them both as a lot of soft love feelings can be feel in the air.
                “Can we take them, Fuz?” Ryla make cute eyes while asking that.
                “We shouldn’t... Maybe their parent will come to take them back...” Fuz try to consult her wife to not take them. Fuz have a purple hair with a royal blue eyes.
                “They might also not come back for their babies. We can’t put that possibility aside.”Ryla smiles to Fuz.
                “still no. We shouldn’t.” Fuz try to be hard.
                “Oh come on hubby... For Riz-kun? He has been quite lonely for ten years... He had wanted to have a little sister or little brother...” she makes a sad face to her husband while hugging him.
                Fuz sighed, “Okay. If it is for our son, then we can take them.” Fuz tried to smile to his wife. With that, Riz now have a cute little brother and sister. Fuz and Ryla walk back home happily.

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                When at home, Riz was nowhere to be seen. “Riz-kun...?” Ryla called for riz. “Riz-kun?” she called again, but there were no answer.
                Fuz moved into the house and check every rooms and space in that house. And yes, Riz wasn’t in the house. Fuz run to the police station, and make a report, “Sir! Sir! P-Please help me!” as he gasp for air after he runs to come here. “M-My son! H-He disappeared! Y-You need to find him!” as he says he looks terrified.
He then shows a picture of a boy, not even smiling. The boy in the picture has a silky red hair, with unexpectedly beautiful soft eyes. The police men look carefully to conform that that was a boy.
                The police men starts their work immediately, they went on a search, to every favourite place Riz would go. But after several days of searching, they never found him.
                Ryla fall to her knee, as tears running down her cheek when she hears the news after that tiring search.

                A week has passed. Ryla look messy while Fuz keep on searching for his son. Not long after that, Fuz goes and check Riz’s room after he tiredly search for Riz. Empty, the room was empty. Fuz starts to miss his son already.
                Until one day, he check on Riz’s room, and when he check it, he saw Riz was lying on the bed, sleeping though Riz look paler than before. He was shocked to see Riz. “Ryla! Ryla!” Fuz run to Ryla who was sitting in the main room with the two babies. “Our son! Our son! H-he’s back!” Fuz rushed to tell Ryla.
                “R-Really?!” they both went to Riz’s room to conform. Riz was there. It’s not an illusion.
                Riz woke up, slowly opens his own eyes. Riz stare at his parent with sleepy eyes. Ryla went and hug him. Just in a few hours the whole neighbour knows that news. They are happy for them. Ryla look at Riz with loving missed eyes, “ R-Riz-kun! Where have you been?”
                Riz smiled. That shocked them two, because Riz had never smile even once. But now he was smiling, to them. Tears of happiness run down their eyes. “y-you smiled!” as Ryla hug Riz even tighter. “Riz... R-Riz...” Ryla cried out loud, cause of happiness.


                Since that day, Riz have been a child who always smile no matter what happen, even being bullied, when people angry or when he’s sad. And also Riz took up the responsibility to take care of the two babies, since they were for him.
                One day Riz asked his parent, “Mother, Father... Is it okay if i named this babies?” as he tilt his head without smile.
                “go on.” Ryla said while she smiles with Fuz.

                Riz smiled too. “They will be Damian and Angela.” Riz said while he wrote their names in a piece of paper. Afterwards, the whole family live happily.

                Not until one day, his parent involved in an accident. None of the neighbour expected this to happen since Riz’s father drive the car really good, never to over speed or never too slow.
                Riz who stood in front of his house, blink his eyes as he witnessed the accident that occurred in front of his own eyes. The car crashed really bad, his parent face are not recognizable anymore. His neighbour comes and helps to pull out his parent dead body out of that crashed car.
                Since that memorable day, Riz had been living alone in the house with Damian and Angela. He put Angela and Damian in infirmary as he go to classes, after the classes ended, he went there again to pick them up and walk to home.
                Every day, he repeated that routine and he never gets tired with it. At school, Riz never had any close friend. But he got a lot of fan girls because of his cuteness and kindness. They always attack and chase him at school.
                When he’s 12 years old, he again witnessed an accident occur to a young girl family when he’s on the way to go back home.  That young girl lost her entire family, only she survived in that accident.

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Riz detail:
Name: Rizzer De Lorn

Description:
Soft red hair
Beautiful  eyes
Soft cat ears and tails

Very Intelligent
Nice
Kind
Helpful
Strong
Shy

▣ Story ▣ Chapter 1: Me and you, Disturbing

Chapter 1 : Disturbing


'b-brother! brother! brother don't g-go!' i shouted as i struggle to hold my brother's hand.


'Akanies... Don't worry... We will see each other soon.' he say calmly as if he wasn't sad.


'no brother! n-no! d-don't go!' even if he hears my shout, he still let go of my hand, and slowly being swallowed by the surrounding darkness. i can see nothing but just a black view.


i cries slowly as i remember his smile, a very awkward sad smile. 'b-brother... why... why?!'


* * * * * * * * * Ring Ring! Ring Ring! Ring Ring! * * * * * * * * *


I opens my eyes a little bit, and search the phone. 'ugh... who is so kind enough to call early in the morning like this huh...' i answered the call lazily just like usual.


'hallo... who is this...?' i asked.


'hey... it's me... don't you remember me?' the person on the other side replied.


'i don't know you. sorry...' it was a man's voice. i was just going to hang up, but...


' hey... do you hate me? why don't you love me?' he rushed to stop me from hang up.


's-stop this. who ARE you?' i asked again this time with a little bit of serious tone.


'Oh never mind, you really did forget me didn't you? you didn't even recognize my voice. but remember this, our love will never be forgotten, the memories we had together will always plays in our mind. goodbye.' he hand up.


'what the heck is wrong with him... i didn't even know him... who the heck he is?!' i say seems a little but disturbed by the phone call.


'Akanies! it's school time! wake up darling!' my mom called for the outside of my room.


'yes mom! i'm coming!' meanwhile that i rushed to bathroom for a bath to get ready for school.


* * * * * * * * * In the Kitchen * * * * * * * * *


'baby? why you look a little bit pale today? are you okay? or did you got the same dream again?' mom asked while she put a bowl full of cereals and milk for breakfast.


'nah... i'm fine mom. it's just the dream again.' i answered lazily.


'Akanies... you should just ignore that dream, because it is starting to disturb your studies. you are starting to get lower grades and marks now.' mom says again seriously.


'mom... this is the10th time you says that... and i don't know how can i stop it mom, and it's not like i want to have the same repeated dream. Anyway, i am late mom. goodbye mom.' i waved my hand and run outside going to school.


'take care of yourself baby', mom says slowly cause she know that i didn't hear this.


* * * * * * * * * On The way to School * * * * * * * * *


'ah, new school, new place, new home, and new friends again...' i mumbled slowly. 'i just hope they won't stare at me just like before this... though this place seems a little bit familiar... but i wonder have i been here before this...? hmn...'


-TO BE CONTINUE-


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gyahhh, finally i re-write this story again... though the original story are more echii... so yeah...
oh! and sorry for my grammar mistake. i'm still new in writing story..

03 March 2012

Trails 19: School marathon

Before that, let me tell you about our school. Our school is.. awesome but sometime not. e.e
anyway, let's drop that. Our school have four teams, based on four main color. 


The first team is called as Redang, it is the blue team. They are extremely strong, other teams can hardly beats them. well, they are strong, why have been on the 1st place for several years, but just 1-2 years ago they starting to end up in the 2nd place.

and in this year marathon, they got the 2nd place. yay~ congratz to them.

...


The next team is, Langkawi, for red. Years by years this team hold the 2nd place, but not until it fate changed, start last 1-2 years, where it was something unexpectedly when this team lose and got the 4th place out of 4, yea, i wonder what happen. This team have been trying to get the 1st place, and failed. 

anyway, this year marathon, for this team, happens to be some technical mistake, just a small mistake actually, but that mistake causing this team to get the 4th place again for marathon.

What happened to your firely spirit?! oh sad. :'< i'm in this team.... -.-...



Now the third team, the color is green, color for nature. a cold color. This team, at the early year when this school is opened, it is said that this team always grab the 1st place. true or not? do ask the old senior of the school, cause i do not know. 

But somehow when the older senior left the school, it seemed to me that this team fall drastically to the 3rd place. Up until now, they are holding the 3rd place, even in this year marathon.

Now to the last but not forever last team. The yellow team! Tioman! The so-losing team who usually on the 4th place who now rise against all the other team. Facing them bravely! Cheerfully! Passively! Rise and Rise! 

yah, this year marathon, the 1st place goes to this very cheerful team! Congratz on the Succesfully Rise of The Yellow. Yellow team, a team who now consist of awesomely unbeatable team members.

yes yes, Now is your time, To Rise Up ans shows everyone who's the boss now.
-claps hand-

▣ Story ▣ Intro- Me and you

          A young girl and a young boy appear as if it was a dream. both of them smiled and walk toward each other, but somehow the smile seems sad with a slightly evil aura surrounding them.
          Slowly the surrounding around them fade away, while that a lot of hands are pulling them apart from each other while they cry, struggling to hold each other hand.
          They cry, they shout. but there is nothing they can do to stop this.




~~~~ once upon a time... ~~~~
there was a legend, an really old legend about a twin, that comes from hell.
that twin usually will only appear after 100 years.
but they never stay together.




it is said that those twin appear just because they have to watch on the humans behavior.
-the end-
book of legend,
written by
HAZE.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~




'this book suck. but i can't stop reading it.' as i put the book back to it's place. and helped Evalianne closes the library.




we walked home together because today i'm staying at her place.




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so short o.o oh well~
nvm that.

01 March 2012

Trails 18: wew, it's been a long time

since i posted something.


e.e..
i'll just turn this into my daily diary then. that might be more easier for me to remember wut i did / do / happen / etc.


real life:
okay, i nearly late for school, |D well i always was.
anyhow, my dad manage to send me to school on time, before they close the gate. 
well, school is fun, but sometimes quite a torture.
and bad news for me, next week we have a test, our first test. and the extra classes have already started. 
which means less time to online, to draw, to play, and to read stories. 
awh, that actually really suck. :<


and i'm a scout now, and gotta join all of their activities for extra mark. 
the mark that is said to be quite important for students to applied for some certain university or college.
more busier i became then hmn..


and i haven't manage to cover all my expenses from january and february yet, such a bother when my calculator is missing. when it gone, that causes me to unavailable to do my homework since most of the subject i studied require a lot of calculating.


probably next time, i'll be taking a very good care of it and my other stuff too.




now, onto the game diary:
-le sigh- somehow i think Mr Tinierme.com are starting to be too strict. they even ban people just because they bump thread, or sell art, or use advance HTML on their profile, or questioning about their ToS.


also, there's no fun anymore in there. most of my awesome close friend is gone. no more chatty people there. what's left is trader maniac, trolls and spammer. it's annoy me, a lot. really.


hmn, probably i'm going to leave you soon, Mr Tinierme.com.
i'm gonna make sure i get my money back. :U


that's all for today.
have a nice day to anyone who read this. though i'm sure no one did. oh well, never mind that. like i would care? it was supposed to be the only place for me to express my feelings and such other things. i don't like posting too much stuff in fb. reason? i just don't really like it.

01 January 2012

Trails 17: i pity her... ._.

somehow, i feel sorry to my younger sister [irl]... ._.
well, she just 8 years old, and she rarely goes out of the house, and rarely play with other neighbor kids...
and when they ask my younger sister to play,
they ask her to bring her toys out to play,
and most of those toys are expensive...


and then in 15 minute this happen:


kid 1: Shoo! go away Elis. I don't want to play with you anymore.
Kid 2: yea, you are not our friend anymore.
kid 3: who want to be friend with her.
Elis [my younger sister]: -just silence-
Kid 1: I just feel like wanna destroy her toys.
Kid 2: those dolls aren't even pretty.
Kid 3: I hate you elis.
-then the three kids left my younger sis alone-
-then my younger sis pick up her toys and bring them back inside our house then she told my mom what happen and my mom then told me-


is this doll ugly?: [just taking some example of dolls from google //killed-lazy to take pics-]
http://0.tqn.com/d/collectdolls/1/0/w/X/goldenangelclose.jpg
http://www.comparestoreprices.co.uk/images/ma/mattel-barbie-doll-princess-annika-and--shiver--mini-kingdom-birthday-set.jpg
http://www.comparestoreprices.co.uk/images/ba/barbie-the-princess-collection-barbie-as-oddette-of-swan-lake.JPG


she have about more than 20 of those dolls, we buy one for her every month, and now kinda look like a collection of barbie dolls. [she buy different one, from every different barbie stories, and everytime they came out she'll ask my parent to buy it =.=']


i pity her... ._.
i teach her how to make them afraid of her, but she just... she kinda dun wanna fight em back.


OTL...