-Draws- Yue Liang

Name: Yue Liang
Age: dunno
Race: Chinese

This is one of my OC, drawn a week ago i think.
and he does looks like eloise i think. though i dislike eloise a lot.

Trails 42: Close da lamp!

Today, as usual, to help earth cool down a bit. If im not mistaken.Its a nice way, but not many people who would participate, thus failing this.

It would be really nice if everyone join this. However everyone seems to be busy... so sad... making me cry. Hmph, but i wonder, if everyone in earth join this, and every night close the lamp, would this help the earth? Would this prevent the huge ice in the north and the south from continuing melting? and thus stopping the sea water level from rising?

I'm pretty sure if the earth can speak, it'll say how hot i has been lately, and crying for the help from people, to help cooling down from the heat...

well, anyway, my older sister, with full spirit, asked me to join her to close the lamp. well, at first i didn't want and refuse, but i ended up just join along.

and somehow it feels good being in dark, its not hot at all. ^^

Trails 41: Thank you...

I'm very depressed, and once again, i cried. and right now trying my hardest to stop it. I cried when i hear encouraging words from the ones i'm close and care the most. Thanks, older sis... thanks, Imah... I need those... I need someone that can persuade me.

I'll try recover from this sadness as fast as i can... I'll look for a hope, even the slightest hope means a lot to me. thanks for lending your hand to me when i'm in deep dark depressing hole, i'll try reach you, i want to reach you... the you who had always shine me the lights that i need.

I'll need to grow up.. No more playing when studying, no more being childish.. I will try change, to a much more better me.

hey, since when did blogger become my place to pour out my feelings?

....ok.. awkward...

Trails 40: I'm afraid...

I'm saying this fully with honesty... I'm feeling very afraid... You'd never know how or what my mother will punish me for this... Even thinking about this give me shivers... I don't want to return home... I wished that i could just runs away from all this...

But this is reality... I could't run away, I must and will have to face it no matter what happen... I don't want to be punished... I'm afraid of it... I feared my parent's anger.. W-will they shouts at me? will they hits me? Will they glares at me? I don't want to face all those... I want to run...

Ah.. This is making me stressed up... an idiotic like this black sheep,.. Stressed?? How can that be? Is that even logical? Ah.. Probably it is, since.. I'm after all also a human being.. In 5 more days... my parent will return.. I-I'll just better get ready to be punished..

I'm sorry Mother, Father,.. This black sheep have been such a bad bad sheep and plus more, making both of you disappointed.

trails 39: Determination

Mother, father, I'm sorry for disappointing you... I've long know that i could not hand to you the result that you've been expecting from me... I already know that i'm... always the black sheep in this family... I always make things worse, make you frustrated, damaging stuffs in house...

ah, 2 days full after taking my SPM result, even before that i've know that i would get the most bad result in our family history... all because of my laid-back and lazy attitude... I guess i should really be punished...

my result..
1 A 2 B+ 3 B 1 C+ 1 C 1 D 1 E :-

A   English
B+ Sains pertanian (agriculture)
B+ Sejarah (History)
B   Bahasa Melayu
B   Pend. Agama Islam
B   Mathematics
C+ Biology
C   Chemistry
D   Physic
E   Additional Mathematics

it's really bad, i've got the worse result in my class... i'm.. very sure of it.
what's the use of getting an A for English? It doesn't help much... Cause I know i couldn't go to the course that i wished for and I know I couldn't even go to the course that both mother and father wanted me to...

what's the use of a bad attitude and lazy black sheep? no one want me... no one will accept me. probably.
I know that i shouldn't have been born... but i'm treasuring my life.. since its also no use if i attempt to suicide, losing my life as early as this... wouldn't it be such a waste? Waste of my parent money, spending on me, schooling me, making sure that i'm getting my education...

that's why, i've planned, and determined... I want to leave this country. I will... I will... I no longer want to burden my family... yet, i'll have to make sure that i'll continue to study, and when i'm done and worked for few years, i'll... leave, i'll leave. for sure.

Even my cousin got much more better result than me... She got Mathematics, A. Sains Pertanian, B. Pend. Agama Islam and Bahasa Melayu, C+, Prinsip Perakaunan, C. History, Biology and Chemistry, D. Lastly Additional Mathematics and English, E.

and compared to my older sister, she got 7 A, 2 B and 1 C... I know, I know... She've been studying seriously, unlike me, still playing around... basically it's my own fault from the very beginning...

But... I want to thanks my older sister a lot.. for encouraging me, making jokes... to make me cheerful again.. I'll follow your advice, from now on, I'll take the course that I like and enjoy the most... i'll make sure, for real, 15 years after this, I'll be out of this country... I'll make sure, I'll not burden you, mother father...

and for my dearest friend, closest friends,.. I envy you guys... Some of you've already got invitation for an  interview to continue study.. I'd say congratz and good luck, Imah. Be brave, I'm sure the you that I met 3 years ago are now, today, ready to go to the outside world.

My dear friend Intan, I'm sure you'll be what you want.. I'm sure your result are a totally a blast with flying colours...

Now what's left is me... Pray for me, Pray for me so that i'll at the very least to be accepted into a college or a University... to continue study.

I'm determined, i'll no longer stray away for my aim... wish for me, pray for me... so that my dream, a new dream, to be finally reached. The one and only dream that this single black sheep wanted to reach so much...


Goodbye to you friend
We've known each other for a long time...
we parts our way to different path
into the wide world..

I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
yet i didn't listen...
and this is the final result..

......i'll be off now then.....

i'm glad... that i do not have any follower except one, i'm glad after typing all those...

Trails 38: SPM Result

i'm quite regret for not being serious and now im getting such a bad result...
though i've already expected that...

ah... sad and frust.. :<

Trails 37: ah! really?!

damn u kitty. =.=
asdfghjk, why the heck r u doing in there?!
damn, return u kitty >A<'''

e.e...

so... my uncle's neighbor said that he saw Thomas not far from here...
and then my uncle checked, he said that cat does look like thomas..
i'm praying that it's really him, for real...

i want thomas to return, i wish hes safe from being kidnapped and thus lead to be selled at the pet shop...
Oh thomas, is that really you?
Please come home... i want to hugs you, to cuddle you...
ahh, my hope for him to return, at the very lease im really hoping that...

actually just early this morning, i dreamed of hugging thomas, cuddling and patting him as he come to me, returning home... dreams, really does gives hope huh...

Trails 36: Tommy! Please Return! QAQ

i'm so sad... my cat, my beloved family cat, a maine coon cat, runs away from its cage last night...
im upset... I hope Thomas will return safely...

it kinda open its own cage n wandered around in the resident area, and my uncle found out bout him gone when he check early this morning, n he's not in cage... they searcher for him, everywhere n anywhere that they could think that he likes to go...

but since me staying at my uncle house, maybe thomas freaked out a bit, maybe that's why he runs away... Oh my dear thomas, i home no one takes him or kidnap him... i hope no dogs eat him.. Q.Q oh thomas, please please, return safely... my dear thomas....

Trails 35: Mum, Dad, n Lil Sis, be safe too.

On 14 March, Thursday.

My Garndmother and my uncles come and pick up my parent n younger sis and along with that, me and my big sis too. woke up early in the morning, perpareing and checking all stuffs, making sure that there's nothing missing.

we all then went to the airport, to send my Parent and lil sis to go to umrah. It's quite sad actually, yet, i think its fine. ^^ Mum n dad n lil sis seems happy but was very worried to leave me n my big sis alone here.

while waiting for the departure time, we chats a bit, yeap, i'll be bit lonely without my lil sis that loves to oreder me up around n always sulk... hahhahha... but its only for 2 weeks so it'll be fine.

i've told my parent bout my plan. when my big sis returned to Unimap, at perlis, i'll be staying alone in house and i'll invite my friends if im afraid...

and my parent give me green light, as an ok to me, eventhought they're so so worried... since i tend to cause n bring troubles...

mum, dad, lil sis, ja ne~
come home safe mkay?
:'<