-Drama- Salon at ntv7

W-what the hell, its kinda gore, but cool. whattt, i'm so missed it lol.. I only started to watch it today, i didnt know what the episode earlier is about, coincidentally i changed channel from 8tv to ntv7 after i finish watching Martial Universe at 8tv lol.

The episode of salon today was intense, I couldnt take my eyes away from the Tv lol. I'm like what the heck is happening? Why this woman is trying to kill those people? Ah! Why that girl look familiar too? Eh? They are speaking in english?? Ehhhh?

...That was my reaction lol. I think is a good drama quality for one produced by malaysia.

Why I dont say anything bout martial universe? well... its cause i've read the comic of martial universe so my expectation is very high lol. So I wasnt really that fully interested lol, and sometimes missed a few episode. haaa.

Track 58: Mommy You trolled me *sobs*

Whyyy...!
I-I was so damn scared when you dont wanna talk or look to me! Q-Q eventhough its just for a day... Still make me felt super lonely..! I eventhought of running away from home cause of this. huhu.

I dont even dare to come out from my room for the whole days.. And my tears! My precious tears! *sobs*

Mommy whyyy...! *cries*

Anyway... I guess I have enough holiday already. Time to relearn again? I'm so not ready for work.. *flop down* I'll get ready now anyway.. huhu.

Ah also. I'm done drawing these. ovo"

Masak Ikan Kicap (cair) Simple / Simple Dish Fish with sweet sauce

This is one of the easiest dish in our country. There are not much to be prepared, and the time it took is short, so you can dash away. lol.

Name: Fish with Sweet sauce (Simple) + Rice
Time: 10 - 15 minute

Ingredients:

- 3 onions
- 2 garlic
- 2 green chilli
- A spoon blended chilli paste
- 2 or 3 spoon of Sweet sauce
- Salt
- 2 mackerel fish
- 1/2 Big onion
- Tomato

How to:

1 - Blend the onions, garlic, and green chilli.
2 - Cut the tomato into four. Slice the big onion.
3 - Start the fire, pour in some oil. (Not too much as you don't want it to be too oily.)
4 - Once the oil is heated, put in the blended ingredients, stir fry them until they become slightly brown.
5 - Then put in the chilli paste, mix well with stir fried.
6 - After awhile, pour in 1/3 of a cup of water. Mix it, and wait until the water is gone.
7 - Repeat step 6 twice. (This is to make sure the chilli paste is cooked well)
8 - Pour in a full cup of water, if its not enough add another half cup of water.
9 - Once they are boiling, put the salt, and the fish in.
10 - After a minute, flip the fish to the other side and put in tomato and big onion.
11 - Wait for 2-3 minute for the fish to be fully cooked and turn off the fire.
12 - Serve the dish, arrange the tomato and big onion for better presentation. Done.


PLEASE EAT WITH RICE AND OTHER ADDITIONAL DISH.

Track 57: Ah, is that so...

Again i make my mom angry and upset with me last night... Its probably because she is tired at her workplace, um, am sorry for troubling you mom.

But mom, this silent treatment is very unbearable... I probably upset you too much that you dont wanna see me again. If that is so... I'll make a plan so that i will move out then. As soon as i got a job, I'll move out. I'll then move as far away from you, so that you will not need to look at my face then.

Maybe later not staying in the country is better for you... If that is so.. then when i have enough, I'll migrate then. China? Japan? Philipines? I'll try when the day come then.

I'm sorry I am a useless, lazy, dumb child. Im sure because I'm used to being with you, so I became more unruly. I'm sorry.

...
Maybe when I finish paying my PTPTN... I'll just... forever gone.
That would be nicer right?

Track 56 : Oh wow. lol.

I just recalled something as I am watching the Tv, seeing the winner for ABPH (? was it Anugerah Bintang Popular Harian? maybe?) *cough*.

I saw one of the winner named as Wani, which make me recall when I was a kid, maybe in kindergarten? That when my family and I went back to their hometown in Kelantan, a neighbor daughter name is Wani too. Of course she was older than I am at that time, Im guessing that maybe she is in high school?

To make the story is that, I am a kid, liked her when I first saw her. Lol im not a lesbian or anything, I'm definitely straight. Haha. Anyway, it was probably because she is very pretty (from my point of view ofc), look like a proper lady, seems gentle too..

Though now I dont really remember how she look like, since I only met her that one time only. But that one time let me remember her so strongly for quite a few years. Lol. Probably if i were to describe her, I can vividly say that her skin is as white as the moon, soft and silky like silk, her black hair glitter under the sunlight, shes thin and tall, lips as red as the little cherry.

What? It may be possible that it was a kind of first love, in a childish way. haha. Why i say so? Its because when i was a kid, i act like a boy, play tough like a boy, like to wear like boys, and i like to fight too. I didnt like my hair long, so my hair is always short, since long hair is hot and sweaty.

Anyway now, who knows how shes been, but definitely she must have already been married and have family, cause I myself is already 23 now. lol. Such a memory is sometime quite fun to recall lol. Its rather interesting.

Track 55: Ah, Mom, Dad, I'm Sorry

Mom, I'm sorry for today... I have angered you too much... I was rather ignorant, so it is my fault... I'm sorry that i am an unfillial child, sorry i dissapointed you again mom. Also im sorry for using a lame excuse to go out today...

To be honest, today I am simply accompanying my friend to go to Daikin Headquater at sungai buloh, and I dont intend to go play or go far, really, since i preffered to sleep more. However along with her, i submitted my resume incase if they have any job opening there. Though i did saw one opening which my course maybe can join as.

Why? because i am actually deadly scared out of my *** for this new interview, the closer is it to the date, the more scared and nervous i actually become. I can actually felt butterfly fluttering in my stomach, and i feel like i wanna go run away instead.

ah? what? Since when i have become a coward? If i need to explain, well, i guess because of the shock and depression that i receive during my internship period then. It was a great company, but I feel really lonely. I dont know who to talk to. I dont want both of you know that I was depressed. So I smiled in front of you.

Why? Why am i not telling you? I feel bad if I say bad things about this. I feel bad if I say that I was uncomfortable. I feel bad because I am not able to fullfill their expectation. Plus, I only managed to get an internship spot at that company because of Dad's friend's wife help. Else i wont be finishing my internship yet now.

Anyway for now, today I send my resume to two place, I'll try to find a simple job for now, cause I've been staying at home for too long, isnt it? I hope one of these place will let me work for them I guess...

Uh, for the interview on this friday... I-I'll try... *cries miserably*

Track 54 : Ah I'm back Yet again

Hello there~ I'm again back. lol.
Anyway whats been happening?

First thing first, I've finished my degree lol. Yeah, I went on and took a degree in computer forensic, but now I'm in a pinch, as I dunno what kind of job I can do. Why? Well, cause the syllabus are actually not really up-to-date, and I really got no proper skills to work in those jobs that actually proper for my qualification and course.

Before this, I was doing my practical for my final year of my degree, at an IT company. The comapny was great and all, but actually, I was feeling so lonely that I felt rather depressed. I got an internship there as a programmer, but the biggest problem is that my course doesnt really teach us and the programming subject is very very easy. Futher more, there was no one that are of the same age as me, and there are no one that are doing an internship there with me... I felt how slow the time was passing and  dislike it.

Truthfully, I do like the task, but I am very scared of my supervisor. I feel threatened, but he was kind and caring... Its just the way he talk and the word he used... Well dad, Im sorry for being such a coward. Im sorry if I ashamed you. But really, please pleaaseee dont ask me to try contact him for a job.

And more before before this, I got my MUET result lol. Aaahh... It's only Band 4... How disappointing. From the result i can see my weakness, which is in the speaking test [its either because I speak less or I'm not speaking clearly...] and the reading test [as i always got confused on the grammar. lol. afterall it test our understanding of the text and the pharagraph.]. The writing test and the listening test is very simple. lol. why? Cause the writing only need us to write an essay on the topic that they gave, while listening just need to listen to the audio and write the answer based on the audio content. Though the slang used in the audio maybe a challenge for some people, but for me it was such a crystal clear pronunciation, so it was very easy. lol.

Here if you want to know more about the test:
 Read more bout MUET Here

Hey! D-Dont Beat me! I'm not being arrogant or something! I'm not that proud person! For wagging around my result. Hahahaaaa xD.. Ey dont bite me! Lol. I'll smack you!. Hahahahaaa.

Also before this year, anyway, I started to cosplay! Hurray! But I wont be posting my picture here. lol. Find me if you can. haha. But I can tell you that I'm cosplaying as Mikaela Hyakuya from Owari no Seraph. The picture below is the character.

More about Owari no Seraph

This year, I'm not sure what I will be lol. But 3 more months to go~!. :)

Also, I'm rewriting one of the story that I posted in my other blog and deviantart. I'be only managed to write up to 5 chapters by salvaging the previous story line.You can click on the link below if you wanna give it a read. lol. Though I'm sure theres still a lot for my grammar that need to be improved. Ha.

Go here to read that story

Anyway now I'm Unemployed, and am still looking for jobs.. but I'm not as excited as before my practical anymore. I'm not really feel any optimism... Yes Yes Yes, I know I'm running away. *sigh*

Anyway, Thank you if there is anyone who read this. lol. Credit to Wiki for those more info.lol.

Track 53: a week since then

well, hey, its been awhile.. im in a bad position now tho.

let see, a week ago, on 22 december 2016, at night, i fought with my friend, which i have consider her as one of my current close friend.. so for me, she was a very dear friend to me.. i was upset, i was actually upset that i was not able to finish any work because of one of the application that i need to use did not work.

so i actually end up say rude things to her, as what will be shown later, which those image will be a strict reminder on me and my behavior.

after a week, which means today, when i see it back, i find that it was just a slight misunderstanding. and i, i, anieyra, cried my eyes out for four whole day, day and night, whenever i saw her, saw her picture, talk about her, or even when i think about her,

i was very sad at the fact that, just as i have suspected recently, i, may not be someone who is important to her. and, based on her action now, it was 100% very obvious that she, never actually trust me.

even this three day class in this week, we no longer talk to each other. though maybe not so obvious to other people, but i, indeed am still sad.

i did apologized to her, soon after we fought that night. because i know either way one of us need to admit first. so, now, i suppose this should no longer be my problem. i must never care about this anymore.

we now are stranger.
we now are just a passerby.
we now, no longer have any relationship.

from what i can see, even if she lose one friend, like someone like me, it doesnt really affect her.
why?

obviously because she have hundreds of other friends that she can replace me. she was that kind of person, who can easily make friends with everyone. she was very cheerful. she was very friendly. and she was kind in her own way.

so now. there is no need for me to continue to be by her side.
why?

easy, i can see from her post in the social media. that she has absolute no intention to reconcil with me. so why should i?

so why should i feel so heartbroken?

for this new year, my new aim is to complete my degree. and then forget her.
not that i ever can forget such person.

i'll make sure, by the new upcoming semester, i will no longer have any such feelings toward her. no more feeling of care toward her.

later on the next track, i will attach all the images which will forever be carved into my memory.
as bad as i am, i will not counterattack her post.
why?
since its childish. lol.

Track 52-: [OURS] Was it game? Was it roleplay?

when we were friend during our high school year, that one who year were full of things such as emotions, misunderstanding, anger, happiness, and even serenity which can simply be accomplished for any of our action. Thats how i feel it, and it was trully what i liked from my high school year.

Anyway, continuing the previous post, tho be honest, i do feel aware that i might have become a friend stealer, since i did took her away from one of her closest friend, and i am pretty sure, no almost 100% sure, that her friend do not like it.

Why do i think that it is like that? it was because not long after i became friend with her, maybe i was too clingy to her, or maybe i was too close to her, so that friend of her.. end up, not becoming much close to her anymore. And the more i think about it, it do feels like that.

However though, hopefully i was wrong, and hopefully they were still keeping contact with each other too. Maybe i just want to believe things to be like that..

Anyway, we started our entertainment through roleplays and also social media, named 'tagged.com'. in tagged, we do meet some great people, they were so friendly despite being busy in their own life as a college student..

I do wonder how has the one named little lulu, lelouch, suzaku, and also C.C had been now.. I wonder if there is any way or even any possibility for us to actually be able to keep in touch with them again? because i myself has lost my tagged account, literally i do not remember my email, username or anything that related to that account, so i was not able to even try to login into tagged again.

I do honestly missed the cool roleplay we played by using code geass as our background roleplay story, I, MiRamen, do miss all you guys.. I still cant help but wonder why tagged remove the group function.. it was such a nice function, and i liked it.. *sigh*

anyway then, we also actually have done some roleplay by writting inside a small note book. I dont really care whether my lunch money was used to purchase the book, but all i case is that we are able to continue it, and it is enough to make me feel happy.

Anyway after tagged has lose its fun, we both moved to tinierme.com, and at that time, tinierme was probably was still only opened for less than a year or so, since the item design and etc were still cute and plain.. lol.

And due to my craze for the items in tinierme, i was willingly lose my sleep, playing and chatting with the people of tinierme, i even make commission to try get new items.. hahha. and i do remember, falling in love, virtually, with a player, and became so upset afterward.

So yeah, it was fun. maybe when i have free time, or whenever i remember, i will post what the player respond from a game of 'guess my gender'. some of the answer were interesting and some was rather funny. lol.

Track 50: The mystery of missing laptop screws -18 june 2015

this one post have been keeping as a draft for a really long time lol. this was a year a go, tho good thing i do keep this a draft.

Anyway the thing is, i was wondering, how the heck do my laptop screw be missing, lol. I noticed it too late, so it was like already 8 of them went missing. haha.

luckily i do found them again, tho only three of them, so at least i can try to screw those part which have the highest possibility of being opened if wasn't being screwed, and i was still am wondering even if it has been a year.

And the funny thing is that i still hasnt manage to find any computer shop that are able to find of sell me the screw that my laptop need, as somehow my laptop screw were rather small, so no screw can match, due to this type of laptop was still new at that time.

and now im just simply lazy on trying to find them again, lol.

ah, anyway, my mom did say that maybe that when we send this laptop back at the acer service center, the might have not screw them tight enough, lol. which was also can be logical that the screw can easily became loose now.

so it has become my weekly routine to check these remaining screw and making sure that they are still there. lol.

Track 52: [OURS] Its starting with ..

ohkay~ imma wanna review my history lol. with a friend of mine. this post with a tag of [OURS] are just about me with a friend of mine and how we are up until now. :3 i wonder how much i will be able to write about me and her. Ah and this can maybe also be considered as a diary, probably, lol.

hmn, as i can remember, i met her in secondary school, a sekolah rendah agama (SRA), a year after i move to Kundang from Kuang, to my new house.  so yeah i feel like of course, lonely, not having any friend at an unknown school, and was soo upset. Tho who knows, if i didnt move to thiis school, i might have not meet her.. lol.

so yeah my first meeting was honestly was in the last year of my secondary school. However i did not approach her, as i was more to the type that love to go play around and playing tricks. Though i do envy her drawing, since i did saw her drawing a few time when i was playing, lol.

So the second time i met her again was in high school, it was during my third year of my high school, I do wonder how exactly did we go on and talk to each other, tho i do glad that we did, else it would be an unthinkable, i may not even be her friend until now if neither of us start first, lol.

We did get close to each other due to our interest and also our hobby, which is drawing. though for me, she was like a sifu for me, cause at high school, her drawing were already so amazing.

Ah yeah, the story that i post in my other blog, titled 'Arent we friend', were a way for me to keep my memory with her, our interesting memory, our friendship, our rage and our disappointment. though i was still trying to memorize our memory, even though it may only be from my view.. i hoped that i will always forever remember it.

And continuing this, our friendship, despite our parting, her have to move to other place, to other school, our friendship still hold on, somehow. even though we became friend for a year.. how did this survive ? how did this able to surpass those other friendship that are more than 3 years?

and even now, we are still keeping in contact.

Track 51: again returning here. Lol.

Yet another year has passed now and im once again return here. Lol. Wonder what i've been doing? O well, i have literally graduated my diploma in 2015..

and now currently continued my studies further, and so iam now in my bachelor and are already in my second year of bachelor. Lol.

What? You think this is fast? Nahhh, i just dont need to take the first year subjects cause i continued my studies at the same university...

So! Coz the subject are similar to my diploma subject, it is a toootallyyy waste of time for me to take them again. So the admin exempt the subject. Ha.

So yeah, thats how ive been, being up side down from the fast paced semester, and now with the addition of me father want me to take driving license, im all the more became muuuchhh busier. Lol.

Heck, im even currently taking project 1 subject, preparing for the project, making sure documentation is finished first before the real work start.

Waw! Now after typing this, i realize that i have lots of things to do. Lol. Hahha.

Hahha. Okie then, imma chaw now, lol. I have a loooot more to type, lol, but if i dont stop here, it aint finishing up soon coz its been ages since the last time i posted here afterall, hahha.

Wigrely~ wihhily~ poof~

*dissappear n who know when i will post again. Lol*

Ei. Why cant i upload pics from ma phone?!  Fagdjdbabdghw

Track 49: Ramadhan is back (2015)

1st night before ramadhan, I learned how to cut and clean the fish properly. I humbly thanks my dear housemates for teaching me.
since I was usually are not quite interested in cooking, and just recently I started to feel the urge to want to learn the art of cooking, tho it may took some time for me to be able to cook a properly tasty dish.
the idea is, I have a habit of not tasting my cooking first before serving, so they tend to be tasteless due to lack of salt or any other cooking basic ingredients.
but now since I have learned how to cook from my mother, i may no more use the excuses of no skill to cook as I myself am now have the feels to cook when I saw ingredient.
yes, as a girl, usually we'll learn how to cook from young age, usually when we entered high school, our mother will teach us, or will be making us help them cook.
but this is different from my family tho, she knows that itd be no use if they use force, so they don't teach us if we don't want to.
I'm glad tho, for having the feeling of want to cook. as a girl, that feeling is normal, as its what girl usually love.

-end of today early diary-

-> Manga <- Vampire game

Genre(s):Action, Adventure, Comedy, Fantasy, Gender Bender, Historical, Romance, Shoujo, Shounen Ai, Supernatural

Author(s):Judal

Artist(s):Judal

Status:Completed

Vampire Game Manga Summary:

Centuries ago in an epic battle, King Phelios defeated the Vampire-King Duzell. Using a powerful spell Phelios destroyed Duzell but he perished as a sacrifice for using such a strong spell. As both laid dying, Duzell swore that he would be reincarnated to find Phelios' reincarnation and when he did he would drain Phelios' blood, rip his body limb from limb and laugh while his soul writhes, damned for eternity to a lake of fire. A century later, Duzell is reborn as a wildcat called a kyawl. Unfortunately, he can't find the reincarnation of the now Saint Phelios. Luckily, he is adopted by his nemesis' great-granddaughter, the 15-year-old princess Ishtar, through whom Duzell may be able to find the reincarnation of Phelios. The fate of the ages is reborn, and the vampire game begins.

ishtar n duzzel

Track 48: First day of Raya -2013-

Today, the first day of Syawal, we're celebrating hari raya after one full month of fasting in Ramadhan.

Today, after pray at mosque, we go to Istana Negara for Hari Terbuka, and when we arrive, there is lot of people there, lining up outside of the third gate of the castle, waiting for their turn to be taken into the castle by riding bus.
we have to wait up till an hour later, when we finally got our turn to enter the castle. In there, theres so many of people, hundreds, or maybe a thousand? I dont know, but it was sure packed in there. The food served there are nice and fine, not bad and not good.
We took a few photos, but I dont think i would be in any of the pics, since I dont really like taking pictures, well  only when i have the mood.
oh well, heres some picture. ;3

Im in both of this photo. X'D

next.. After we return from the Castle~

Mum have to go work, and so we drop her by her workplace.

and guess what?

we FORGOT to take the HOUSE KEY.. LOL

so, when we reach home, we couldnt enter our own house.. but since i know another way to enter, i have to enter the same way as when i forgot my key... simply by breaking into our own house. lD...

then I open the door from inside, and we then can enter~

Haish, what a nice first day of Hari Raya.

afterward~

I follow my sis to go out, going to my sis's  friend's house, and it was kinda fun <3
later after that, we go sit idly at Tasik Biru, enjoying the sun setting down with my sister's friends.
then we return home.

ahh~ nice day huh?

Trails Special: First Raya Case

heheh, its been a long time since i last wrote someting in here.
and now its already Raya.

first of all, Selamat hari raya, Hope you have a wonderful day.

and now a case pop out today, lol, on this first day of raya.
As my mum was seaching for a bowl to put food, apparently one of the bowl disappear, mysteriously gone. Though i think its already gone for a long time. XD

and so, the case is called as Raya case 1: The disappearing of the bowl.
I wonder if detective mum will be able to find out who did or took it.
XD
so yeah, or it will appear out of nowhere.
we'll see later in the future then.
hahah <3

->Manga<- En Passant

Alternative Name:アンパッサン; In Passing

Genre(s):Action, Comedy, Fantasy, Romance, School Life, Shounen, Supernatural

Author(s):Yuzunoki Taro

Status:Completed

En Passant Manga Summary:
Verde, a powerful and secret organization that controls the world has a new leader. The only thing that stands in its way is an unlikely character, Kujou Shin, the king of pessimists. He has no attachments to anything or anyone and feels no hesitation at dying. He is unwillingly dragged into a fight for the most powerful position in the world, the leader of Verde. What will be his fate?

▣ Story ▣ For all the story that i'm writting..

I'm sorry but I have to stop all of my stories... well, i'm going to re-write them... and this will take a long time.

Trails 47: Honestly, I'm very disappointed.

Due to the recent incident lately, well, to be exact, it's yesterday morning incident. I'm very upset and also disappointed with her. We've grow up together, as a cousin, even though we may not be related by blood, but we've been like a family.

Honestly, I wouldn't like to hear the rumors bout you, and I also didn't want to suspect you, yet, all and everything that happens leads to you. And yesterday too.

You, in front of your mother, did it, I've been wondering, doesn't you felt guilt at all? For doing that? Though I was angry too, my parent unsatisfied, yet we let you go... Lucky, aren't you?

Why did we even let you off like that? even though we.. or should I say, everyone there, knows that it was your doing. Why did we all let you off so easily?

Ah, I know, cause we didn't want war between your mother and her siblings to happen. heh. Lucky....

but.. One day..
Sooner or later...
heh...

->Manga<- Kurogane

Alternative Name:クロガネ; 迟到的黑铁; 黑鐵; 黑铁; Kurogane (IKEZAWA Haruto)

Genre(s):Action, Comedy, School Life, Shounen, Sports, Supernatural

Author(s):Ikezawa Haruto

Status:Completed

Kurogane (KEZAWA Haruto) Manga Summary:

Kurogane Hiroto is in high school, where he is academically the top of his class but literally the worst in physical activity. Born with a weak body, he has no endurance, speed nor strength and Hiroto wants nothing more than to be a hero. Fate teases him by giving him phenomenal eye sight, which allows him to see well beyond anyone else in sports, but his body is not able to react to any of it. He learns from his friend Shiratori, who wants to recruit him for the Kendo team, about a rumor about a ghost named Tojo Sayuri, who wields a katana and haunts an ally in the city. Half curious, Hiroto goes there only to find that the ghost is real and that Tojo Sayuri has been looking for a successor to her Sakura sword style for 150 years. Sayuri chooses him as the successor after being able to dodge her attack and forces him to learn the Sakura style. Even with the help of the ancient swordsman ghost, Hiroto has to overcome his poor motor skills in order to be the hero he always wanted to be.

-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
so sad, this is one of my fav manga.. QAQ
and it's ended already... and i head it was dropped? that's why it ended like that?
even so, it's not exactly a bad ending. QuQ...
lov lov this manga. :3